Monday, March 14, 2011

Well , let it be .

I really need a girlf to be there for me when i needed her the most as my days are numbered .
you only know how to listen to your parents . what about me ?
need to wait for me to go in liao then regret with never spend more time on me ? well , perhaps it's too late . might be too late ? hope it's not .
All you know is SORRY BABY SORRY BABY , i dont need your sorry bby , i only need you to spend alittle time with me can ? not much , other than school hours , i just need most to most 2 days a week . not must . why can't i have it ? is this too much ? i really hope i have a robot girlf which can be with me 24/7 but i know its too much . bby , i dont need must . Just alittle more only , today is 14thMarch2011 and my last court is 31stMarch2011 , it's really numbered . im worry .. who take cares of you ? Who will bully you ? Will your feeling fade ? Will you accept other boys while im fucking inside ? Who? Why? hows the outcome ? howhowhowwhywhywhy?
im confuse . im dead. no more feelings . nomore .
Too much of disappointment . too much ...
Now is 11:11pm . All you know is : Dance , Parent and HOME . Nothing is for me . NOTHING.
Alright , Tears are dried .